Exactly! I didn't regret what I was doing all that time, but now I think to myself, what would be life have been like if I had started climbing sooner, gone to Norway, kept making art? The gettng older things scares me even more because I am single. It's been over a year since I dated, and the older I get the harder it's going to get. Well, it feels that way, anyway.

I can understand that, about showing the masks online not doing it anymore, though I love seeing them. Would have some giant impressive wall-piece be nice? You could work on it as a reward for the smaller stuff, and when you're done, you could show it off.

Bythe way, I don't know if you have thought about showing your stuff at WorldCon in Montreal, and I don't know when the decide what's in the art show, but you might! Certainly it's unique and you would get a lot of positive attention there. Plus, I would get to meet you. :)