It's...yeah, it's a rough thing when anyone dies but it's especially personal when it happens to someone in your own generation, 'cause you have a sense of invulnerability and I see how it's going to erode away as the years pass.

Agh! I sound so selfish and I ~know~ it, but I keep thinking in terms of what D's death means for me...in my life. How self-centered is that? I just keep thinking about what would happen to Greg or Charlotte if I was gone. It's beyond contemplating.