:-) That's why I like having you around to "talk" to...I know you get what I mean when I say my creativity is both my medium for expression and my means of isolating myself from the world. It's SO confusing...what kind of artist am I if my job is to interpret my world and yet I feel like I'm on the outside looking in? I intentionally *put* myself on the outside. Why?? It bothers me.
I wish there was a way to be more of a participant in my own life...less of a spectator. It seems like a hollow existence.
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Date: 2006-07-09 05:21 am (UTC)I wish there was a way to be more of a participant in my own life...less of a spectator. It seems like a hollow existence.